*un recuerdo

Jamesen, Marie, Vera and I were at the register paying for our books [The Poky Little Puppy and The Elegance of the Hedgehog which I highly recommend!].  Vera is usually pretty obedient about these things, but moments after telling her not to touch the precariously tall display, I heard a big CRASH.  A large bucket perched on top of the stand, filled with dried beans holding up lolly-pops had fallen 4 feet and spilled loudly all across the floor as we stood stunned and embarrassed.  Anyway, this charmingly weird fuzzy $18 gnome piggy bank was on the bottom of the display and, well, you break it you buy it.  

*familia

I've been laying (lying?) in bed for over an hour [it's 5 now]and finally just decided to get up and post some pictures.  We've had a great time with my mom here all last week and my dad this weekend!  We love to see Vera spend time with her family, developing those precious memories and relationships :)

Red Butte Gardens:

Sewing together.  Vera: a cardboard pig; my mom: Vera's baptism slip [embroidering the  name/date] that I've been avoiding for 2.5 years.

Grandma Sheila giving Bun a new face:

puzzles with Papa Sam - should have got it on video:

Happy Birthday Ben!!  Love you soooo much :)

 

 

off to Seattle for the next week!!!! 

*in the backyard today

apple blossoms:

little picnic:

getting gorda:

  [I'm embarrassed to have gained so much at just 15 weeks - you probably won't see another picture until 3 months after baby is born]

*abuela

My mom is arriving this afternoon!  I saved all the cleaning for this morning, which made it for a busy one - whew.  Thankfully I had a helper who mopped about 3 sq.ft. of the kitchen and put away 2 pairs of shoes.

*afuera!

Oh my goodness, it is so beautiful outside!!  We've been spending a lot of time digging around the garden, looking for worms and rolley polleys (sp?), making the backyard look nice, etc.  Everything finally looks + feels like Spring - it's glorious!

*la vecina

Tia and Vera's thing is painting nails.  Today Vera walked in their house, went straight to get her special pink chair and then pointed out that she had old polish on.  They have a cute little routine between the two of them, that I'm not even all that familiar with: Vera retrieving the supplies and shaking the bottles up good, choosing her colors.  I'm always surprised when she asks at home where our cotton balls and remover is [I have probably worn polish less than 10 times in my life]. Anyway, today Tia let Vera paint her thumbs.  It was real cute - Vera was concentrating so hard and kept telling Tia to be still and don't move!

*

Our double stroller [tho' I am thankful to have it, friend who lent it!] is like 15 years old and a real pain - I literally get a full body workout pushing them.  I've had some pregnancy issues and a full body workout isn't recommended.  The bike was a nice smooth easy ride - and they were so cute side by side in it, chatting away on our ride to the library.

*update

1 crown in the last 4 days.  It's really so hard to be firm at 3am!  I bring her to bed before I even know what I'm doing. ayayay

*princesas y coronas

We've long been in the habit of letting Vera sleep with us if she wakes in the middle of the night.  Since she's been in her toddler bed, she often wakes up to go to the bathroom and 50% of the time we can take her back to her room, sing a couple songs and she'll go back to sleep.  But often she calls out again after 15 minutes - the other parent goes in and repeats the songs etc. and leaves.  Then if she calls out again we just give in and let her sleep with us.  As much as I love seeing her sweet face sleeping next to me, I really want her to be able to fall back asleep on her own in her own bed.  So I made a little sticker chart where she gets to put a crown on a princess every morning she wakes up in her own bed.  I don't know if it was coincidence, but we never even had the chance to talk about it in the middle of the night - she's slept all the way through without even going to the bathroom for 7 nights!  This next one I'll draw the princesses smaller so I can fit more on the page :)

*

Wanted to write this down while it's fresh in my memory.  I keep trying to get Vera to pray on her own, and tonight we got close as she had Bunny pray out loud.  Ben and I listened quietly - it was such a sweet little prayer, especially the first bit:

Dear Jesus, thank you for loving us, thank you for going to church and Vera go to Someday School, thank you for my Mom read stories to me, thank you my Mom make my backpack, thank you for my animal shirt and my shoes and my 'frigerator.  [Then Bunny says to me]  I have a pink 'frigerator! and a pink sink! with butterflies on it!  Vera, what do we say when we're done praying?  Amen.

*feliz!

Happy Birthday Sam and Amelia!!!!  

We had such a fun time at the perfect toddler party yesterday - trains, new playdough, rocking in the boat, delicious cupcakes and then a real train ride.  Great company for the adults too :)

on the train: Vera how happy are you? can you show me the biggest smile ever??

{{and HAPpy BIRthDAY! to Jack too :) }}

*flores

a week late, but thank you Ben!!

...tulips are in the top 5 things that make me happiest...

other top things include but aren't limited to baby bunnies,

latin dancing, el español, triple cream cheeses and Lake Tahoe

*tortillas frescas

A week or two ago I realized we didn't have the tortillas we needed for dinner.  I really hate going to the store lately - and especially for just one thing.  So... I decided to make them!  I knew it was supposed to be really easy and I am trying, like I've said before, to get past my procrastinating and laziness and just do things.  I found a real easy recipe here on epicurious and it took no time at all.  Then this last week I doubled the recipe and kept the dough in the fridge, every day rolling out a couple for lunch.  They were so yummy!  It's frustrating how every commercial tortilla has so many preservatives and non-identifiable ingredients [except for Whole Foods' not-so-cheap-and-not-that-tasty ones], so I will be really happy if I can make this a habit.  Only thing is I should probably add in some whole wheat flour ... and have enough discipline to not eat 3 quesadillas in one sitting.

Bun [that's what I call her, Mom, Bun] is a real good helper too.

Mom, you want me to poke holes in yours?  no thanks, sweetie.

*la Pascua

We had a great day yesterday despite waking up to snow.  It stayed pretty cold all day, so I stuck inside after church and the quick afternoon egg hunt in the backyard.  We did the first hunt inside.  Next year I will plan better and eat breakfast before she opens 20 treat-filled eggs.

Indoor egg hunt.  She would be really bad in a race - she sat down to slowly open and eat her treat after each find.  I used Annie's bunny snacks which were hopefully a little healthier than jelly beans?  Plus one large chocolate bunny that was eaten in about 30 seconds.

have you ever had panqueques con dulce de leche???

yummyyy

she had fun spreading it on the crepe but then would only eat it off the knife

more sugar.... 

family photo - only real shot of her Easter outfit I got.  She looked so sweet!!

and dinner: Jamie Oliver's Asparagus Lemon Mint Risotto.  I added a lot less lemon than the recipe said and it was sooooo good!!!  Also I love my fancy china and silver :) 

*Jesus Christ is Risen Today!

Jesus Christ is ris'n tod--ay, A a a lle lu u ia!
Our Triumphant holy da-ay, A a a lle lu u ia!
Who did once upon on the cro-oss, A a a lle lu u ia!
Suffer to redeem our loss, A a a lle lu u ia!

Hymns of praise then let us sing, A a a lle lu u ia!
Unto Christ, our heav'nly king, A a a lle lu u ia!
Who endured the cross and grave, A a a lle lu u ia!
Sinners to redeem and save. A a a lle lu u ia!

...

Sing we to our God above, A a a lle lu u ia!
Praise eternal as his love, A a a lle lu u ia!
Praise him, all you heavn'ly host, A a a lle lu u ia!
Father, Son and Holy Ghost! A a a a a - lle-e - lu u ia!

Happy Easter! What a glorious day we have to celebrate. I started whistling this song right when I got up - just as I imagine my dad was, like I remember him doing every Easter morning. It is such a triumphant, wonderful song and it was so beautiful again with the choir and trumpets at church.

*huevos!

She loves to be a part of projects like this and feels very important and big-girl, I think.  I wish I could express how cute it is how she talks while we bake or do something like this: O-KAY! Nowwwww we do this, O-KAY.

*ejercicios

I think she got the idea from the workout room by our little dance class...

*right now?

I've been thinking how I want to make some doll clothes, but just haven't got around to it.  So today she needed help putting her baby's pants on and I said, do you want me to make her a skirt someday?  And she said with butterflies on it?? Right now??!  And I thought a second [I was lying on the couch reading a magazine].... well why not?  I happen to have some fabric with butterflies on it and in like 20 minutes had made simple little elastic skirts for Bunny and Baby!  So easy.  

I've tried to do that lately - if I'm not doing anything and have the time, why not just do something when I think of it??  Otherwise it takes me about 6-12 months to accomplish anything.  I recently made finger puppets one afternoon [like FIVE minutes] and some of these fun drawings - when the idea occurred to me and the supplies were handy.  Beats having a millions lists lying around that will never get looked at twice!  

*hermanitas

Vera and Stella have gone through many phases of getting along - good and bad.  We're in a really good one right now.  They totally act like siblings, slyly pushing each other over in the stroller, telling me "she looked at me/she touched me!" etc., usual problems with wanting the toy the other one has, etc.  In between the minimal sibling-like drama they have so much fun together, loving to make silly faces + noises, dancing, singing, hugging each other [mostly Vera trying to see if she can make them fall down] and lately some pretend play together [Stella is still a lot younger, but still tries her best.  Have I mentioned that she is quite the precocious child?  She knows ALL the words to Sound of Music, Annie, and countless other songs.  It's crazy].  It's been a great experience watching another child, having the opportunity for Vera to learn to share her things and her time as well as just developing a solid little friendship.

::little doctors::

"lipips"

::falling down::

::some halloween costumes we had in the closet::

*sprout

I was eating my muffin this morning and looked over and noticed this adorable little sprout!  I'm so excited!!  I saved the seeds from this really cool heirloom pumpkin my sister had at Thanksgiving and wasn't sure if it would work.  I guess this still doesn't necessarily mean it will produce pumpkins right?  Anyway I haven't planted seeds indoors since like 4th grade science, so this was really exciting :)

*25%

I love to think in terms of percents - and today I'm at 10 weeks which means I'm 25% through this pregnancy!  Thank you all for your sweet congratulatory comments :)

Some [honest] thoughts on it all:

::I feel very lucky in that I haven't been that sick - just a little bit here and there if I need to eat something.  Also super-tired in the afternoons, but I've even seen a lot of increase in energy in the last week.  I have had a bit of insomnia, lying awake for a couple hours in the early morning which isn't fun.

::At first, though I was excited, I was actually more anxious than anything.  Anxious because I'm afraid of the end of pregnancy when things are hurting and miserable, anxious about how I've already gained a ton of weight, anxious because I will probably have another enormous baby (V was 9lb 5oz), anxious about the delivery which did not go as I'd hoped, really anxious about the recovery - last time it was a literal war zone down there, and especially anxious about where this baby will sleep/nap in this small house and how it will affect Vera's sleep.  How's that for being positive?  :)

::Ben finally got through to me one day when he put his head down on my tummy and said "hi!" - wait a minute, this isn't a pregnancy, a birth, a hundred or so stitches, this is another CHILD. of OURS. that as hard as it is to fathom, we will love just as much as we do his/her big sister.  And so I started to get more excited and started to let some of the anxiety go.  I'm trying to pray a lot and think very positively, know that everything will be ok - that my feet won't stay swollen, that the pain will go away, that our kids will learn to sleep, etc. [tho I would appreciate any advice from any of you moms of 2!] 

*a first

Just like Mimi!

She's come a long way - you might remember this video

*sueños

I've overheard Vera talking/yelling in her sleep 3 different times.  How funny it would be to see inside her 2 year old little psyche :)

1. "noooo, puppies, nooooooo!!!!!"  

2. "no, my cookie!  myyyyy coooookiieeee!!!"

3. "read THIS!"

*springish

As much as I miss and love San Diego's perfect-all-the-time weather, there is nothing like the pure joy and happiness at the beginnings of Spring.  Seriously you just feel so HAPPY to be out in the warm sunshine, watching the tulips creep higher and higher, the grass get greener and greener... I LOVE IT.  It's been perfect timing too - 3 days ago in the afternoon I realized hey... I'm not tired!  and I'm not having to eat every 20 minutes!  Looking forward to getting off the couch and outside :)